Alone

Have you ever noticed that you have no friends? Have you ever just lived your life all alone? Well that is my life/ I have like 3 friends maybe. I'm alone and nobody likes me. I dont know why. People have never liked me. I'm not mean or unapproachable, so I just don't get it. I told myself I'm a lone and I just have to live with it. It will take me some time to get used to the fact, but when I'm in college or atleast can drive it will be better. I hate life.
I have no social life at all. No one probably reads my blog, but that is okay because I know I'm all alone anyways.

I cleaned my room today and found stuff in notebooks I wrote in like 7th and 8th grade... I'm in 10th now and I realized how much I still obsess about the same things. My weight, how I'm going to live in the future, and how alone I am.

I've been eating since yesterday afternoon, but since I read and realized these things today, I know what I need to do.

I'm not alone. I have Ana. Maybe she is the only one I have, but she is all I need and I am all she needs. Together me and her will never be alone. I'm glad I found Ana again. She will keep me going.

Tonight America's Next Top Model comes on. It is my favoritest show ever <3 great motivation to get skinny too!

Anyways here is some more thinspo!