First day.

Welp I ate. Luna bars of course. I only have like 3 small ones left. I should just throw them away. Once they are all gone, I usually don't crave it. So after this I should be good to eat an apple and water.

Aside from food, school today (1st day back) was pretty shitty. I'm supposed to have 4 classes. They only gave me 2, but this morning I got a new schedule and they gave me 3. That third one was... get ready for this..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................FUCKING CHIOR!!!!!!!!  I dont fucking sing! I never once signed up for a choir class. Fuck that. I also had no 5th block... like um? where the hell am I supposed to go?

One of my friends is in choir so I was with her most the time. until they had to sing. I told the teacher upfront that I was not supposed to be in there and that I can't sing. She said I could just watch. So I was. Then the teacher I had for my 2nd block came in there and asked why I wasnt doing anything. Then they made me go up with everyone else and sing. I just mouthed that crap though. I couldnt even read the music! I barely saw any words. That shit sucked! Well I had lunch with my bff and also... D and K. Speaking of D, I saw him this morning, like we were right infront of each other. He sorta smiled? I just kinda ignored him, cause I knew if he wanted to talk to me, then he would, but he didn't. It was good to see him though, even though things are sort over... but idk why. I tried to tell him something about his gf, he didnt want to hear it, I was like ok. That shouldnt end a friendship. Maybe he'll get over it. but K was such a slut. she noticed I was sitting right beside D (10 seats in between both of us, each of those being empty) and got all slutty humpy bitchy grossness.

Well anyways, I went to the library after lunch to get a 5th block. I got my schedule all changed so I have the classed I need now, not want. I got 3 new classes, I went to my 5th block one today. I have to like basically start all over again tomorrow with 2 new classes. that sucks. everyone know what to do know and idk wtf to do! thats so embarrassing (not knowing what to do).

Well, I think thats about it. I can't say I won't eat, but I can say I don't want to eat. I'll just have to see how things go tomorrow.

Day by day, that lbs will fade.