So when I went to Atlanta, it was amazing. Although the food was great and there was lots of it! I got 2 new shirts so I'm not gonna let myself be able to wear them until I lose the few pounds I gained back. The pool in my area just opened and soon I will be going there... in a bikini... with lots of fat. that cant happen. I have to step up my game and beat the urges to eat. Its not worth it to eat. To feel disgusting. To be fat.