I dont know what is wrong with me. Since the last post I have been eating and eating and eating. I am going on vacation in 5 days. I am doing a 5 day fast. We are going to a water park and I can not be this fat.
I ate this morning and forced myself on the scale.... terrifyingly high numbers. I will not let this happen again. A new month is beginning and I will not let the failures of my past stop me this time.
I read a quote last night online... "You can be as skinny as you want. There are no restrictions." I will live my life by this now.
I will keep updating you on my 5 day journey. No matter what I will not eat.
I have not done anything exciting since last I wrote besides getting my industrial and tragus piercing. <3 in love with them.
Now time for some much needed thinspiration.